I am CEO, Bitch!

Far behind

I have been thinking on, what it my real purpose in life, i have no clue what i am meant to be i mean i have gone to psychologists, reading books about investments, accounting, business in general, entrepreneurship, success, but what i think i really need is a book about how to be happy or if your happy how to keep it up. Have someone thought this or blog about it before. I really need help on that, what im 21 and havent even started college yet thats fucked up, got no job, no assets, anything, all if got its just a fucked up mind with great and genius ideas but my problem is that i dont know how to execute them if done test of IQ its there kind of high i mean how come some with 110 IQ not be successful? Its just fucked up really. If there is a way to contact me and recommend me a book or lecture about how to become someone in life. I will love that.

Don’t have a name for it

Everytime i got to bed i always get some kind of visions that can screw my mind stuff like car accidents, get busted by the police for stuff i didnt commite it is so fucked up actually. Sometimes are visions that i do some jail time i really believe in that kind of visions that come true but not negative facts. I am trying to remember when was the first time i started having those visions so i can understand why i started having them in the first place. Sh1ts like this happen i hope i can get rid of them.

Its Been a While

I havent bloged for while, its been since NY that was one month it was an amazing city and trip but fuck it i didn’t have time it is a city that never sleeps and its always busy i didn’t even had time to upload photos to twitter or Facebook. It was crazy sh1t. I cant really explain how fucking awesome was NY it a great city good people, a lot of opportunities, distractions, you can have a nice time with out spend more than 10$. It is really expensive but it need to be that way so i cant be again the NY of the 1995. But i have said this before, anyway NY it was a blast i don’t give a fuck what people say about. 

Day 1 at the Big Apple

Yesterday, I discovered my place were I would like to live my firsts year of  profesional live. It might not be the perfect place to grow a family but it is city were young people should live, not wealthy people young because in NY no one sleeps, yound people a lot of time and time is precious so that me means that Time is money in NY. I met an old gentleman taking a smoke at a park, when he heard me talk he ask were I was from so then we started having a long conversation. One of the main points of that long conversation was the life in NY, he told that he has been in many Cities of the world but nothing like New York “Like New York anything, this is a unique city” those were his words he really mention it with a lot of strength. I kind believe in him because I had no reason to lie why would he? I only had less than 8 hours in the streets of NY and I was already talking about going back, I definitely had to come back and check out in another sense of trip, it will be more like a business/pleasure trip. This city is so good that has all kind of food places, good people, excellent security and public services and my personal favorite Opportunities. If you work hard in NY you will have a lot of opportunities in life it is all up to you, life in NY is way more expesive than any other cities in the US that is a fact but it worth the hard living in an amazing city. I belive that is expensive not because of corruption or political bullshit it is because if they wanna keep it that way it is it has to be expensive thats how it works like or not it is a reality that people should accept instead of complain about don’t like it? Move to another state you got more than 50 to choose. Bottom line for now I really recommend NY, I will keep posting my other 3 days left. Enjoy - CEO

A Reconnaissance of my Living Place.

Today I just arrive to the Big Apple, last time I went was 6 years old. I barely remember, according to some of my family say that we went to the Twin Towers. Sadly I don’t remember anything of the World Trade Center. But here I am in the middle of the traffic, waiting to stretch my legs to meet NYC. I have always wanted to go again to see if I will be a city that I be wiling to leave, I see a lot people from all over the world it is consider a international city by the looks. Now it is time to walk as hell and I will keep posting my thoughts and idea about the city. I might like it to live and make my life here.

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20 years as a late start.

All started month ago, I have been thinking and regretting a lot the past months about what is your primary goal in life. I believe in Jesus Christ with my life, but it hasn’t helped me find my objective in this life. Maybe should be because he gives us the opportunities in are faces, it is just curious that opportunities are invisible if we look in front of us they are a tough son of bitch that they can even become backstabber’s that why you always need to watch your back. No matter what you believe, were you live, always watch your back from the good things and the bad ones because most the great opportunities and tragedies happen by the bitches (factor/element/liability/whatever you want to call it) of life “Element of Surprise” in my opinion at least is the biggest bitch and karma of life. But there is also something good about it, we have need to look our past, connect each mistake or success in our past like if they were dots, try to connect them and figure out how are they related. Everything happens for reason? Prove it. Thats my theory based on my mistakes in the past. Why a 20 year late start? Just as simple that I started to write my ideas now in this first post. As simple as that. 

“Every time you have an opportunity catch it, you never know how valuable it can become”